raining on my own parade

So. I had a long, detailed, in-depth conversation with a very intelligent friend of mine yesterday evening... and I'm going to have to re-evaluate the intense, immediate desire to return to Indonesia, along with the finer points of my previously outlined proposal. I like how the teaching aspects pulls in my former experience in Indonesia, and I think it could even be a redeeming experience to be able to return and teach in Indonesian schools, in Indonesian. But if I truly had my druthers, I'd study disaster relief aid organizations-- only I don't have the experience or connections or academic background to qualify me for such a proposal at this point. I'll give it more thought. We'll see.